You are just straight up crazy. Why would I try to make YOUR kids call me mom. I have my own child to do that. You have serious issues and need a man in your life so you can have something to occupy your time. It’s been 4 years and you the only one still not adjusted.
I often look in the mirror, and wonder who that is staring back at me.
Honestly my dream job is to be an Exotic Dancer. Just Dance. No extra. They make damn good money. Appearently it’s a bad thing to pursue, even though it’s one of the world’s oldest professions. Not to mention fun.
The worst part about being sober is you remember all the things that made you want to stay fucked up in the first place.